Thursday, November 12, 2020
Auntie Cindy I hope you know how much you meant to me. You were my everything! Life without you will never be the same. My heart feels so broken. I feel like a part of me went with you. I’m trying so hard to be strong, but it’s so hard. Every time I think about you my eyes tear up. I’m going to miss our talks, hearing your voice, seeing your beautiful smile, receiving text messages, sharing pictures and stories of Sunny and Lexi and especially your hugs and hearing you say I love you sweetheart. You mentioned that you would be looking in on me from time to time and surrounding me with your love. I can only hope that is true. I hope I can still feel your presence and see signs of you. I’m beyond happy you met my uncle and we became a family. I remember when I was a little girl how you would protect me and assure I was safe and loved. You were like a second mom to me and my safe place. Then as I became an adult our relationship and love grew stronger. I always looked forward to spending time with you. When I was with you I felt so loved, happy and protected. I only wish I could have been there for you like you were there for me. I wish there was a miracle to take your cancer away, but there wasn’t. I tried so hard to be strong leading up to the day you left us, but as each day got closer my heart broke even more. Then as soon as I heard you were gone I had a complete break down. The tears wouldn’t stop and the pain in my heart was unbearable.Then I had to stop being selfish, and remind myself that you are no longer in pain and suffering. I know you put on a good fight and I knew it was your time, but it was so hard to accept. I know it will take time for me to grieve, but I want to tell you I will be ok because I know you wouldn’t want me to be sad forever. I know you would want me to be happy and strong. I will forever cherish our memories and keep you close to my heart until we meet again. Sending you million hugs and kisses. I love and miss you so much!
Xoxo ♥️Love your niece Debbie ♥️ Xoxo
